Who are you trying to kid?? You have a choice to stoically face the problems you have. Face it to best of your abilities or you have choice to complain and whine. You have choice to actively alliviate your circumstances or use it as an excuse to blame your failures.
If you didnt ever succeed its your responsibility.. not some external stimuli or other ppl. Obstacles comes in everyone’s life.. what set apart the successful ppl is that they dont waste time cribbing.. they are busy finding ways to sumount the obstacles.
GUILT is a big pain in the ass! Why the heck should you be guilty about anything?? If considering all the facts, you have taken the best decision and have decided to stick to it… you shouldnt feel guilty. Coz guilt kills you from inside and leaves you hollow and weak…
I guess thats it for today!