Yesterday was my dad’s birthday.. 73rd one.. He is now 72 years old going on 73!
I know i shud b happy and all.. but somehow his imminent mortality has come around to mock my face 😦
He is no longer as vital as involved as he was.. He needs help getting up.. walking… he sleeps almost all day.. most of the time he wont reply to what u say unless u repeat a lot of time..
The shadow of the man that was haunts us!
I mean it reminds us he is no longer getting old.. sooner or later .. whether we r ready or not.. whether we like it or not.. the day would come when we wud b comepletely orphaned..
I am just too morbid to write anything more.. I hope we fill him with joy n contentment while he is with us..
Somehow each lil gesture each lil joy has become significant nowadays.
I never knew i had such infinite measures of patience in me.. i am glad i do 🙂
somehow words n thoughts both are very unresolved nowadays for posting blogs.. my restlessness and ambiguity shows.. isnt it?