I have a secret craving.. of coming home and finding no one waiting for me… That absolute bliss of relaxation when you know.. no one waits for you to serve them food.. oor do something for them.. no worries in the back ground..
A place where I don’t have to care about locking myself in.. no one will ask why.. If I don’t choose to cook.. no one suffers but me..
If I choose to be half naked beh! no one is gonna notice.. I crave that independence..
Too luxuriously lie down and read a book as and when I like it.. for as long as I want to..
I don’t want to hear music loudly even if it bothers my ears just coz someone else likes it loud…
I wanna disappear into oblivion.. be invisible.. so that people go about their lifes not bothering about me.. so that I can go about doing the same myself..
And yet, sadly, I dread it.. dread knowing that no one in this world cares about me! damn! Time and again.. I end up with some or the other contradiction 😦 😦
Whatever I want .. is something that suffocates me.. what am I to do ?
I want to have a provision to stay home for few days and escape for some more…
May be I should travel alone.. I really need an escape.. Blog is no longer enough 😦 wonder why….
As usual this is one more rant from my rant factory.. used to come often.. but has come after sometime now…
May be I should rent a rant 😀 😀
Erm.. just wondering.. is there anything you really crave for right now.. really badly? * just to know I am not the only one*
I know I am not.. umm ppl I am shamelessly asking for sympathy here or what ?