Sometimes I wonder if it wouldn’t be wonderful to fade away from one’s own consciousness. It would be strangely beautiful if it happens. Everything would be as you know it and yet a bit less substantial, a bit less real.
Colors would lose its vitality, true, but the shadows wont be as daunting too isnt it?
Would we notice more as there is less to notice? May be we would remember more. And besides, the white that is left could then be filled with new colors .
I think I would love to be faded right now.