I am surprised by how callous I am of your feelings! Are you surprised? Sometimes, I feel like I reach out when I have a need and ignore when I don’t.
I wonder then, why is it that you still stick around. Through all my mood swings and indifference.
Is this love?
Musingly not yours,
You are staring down an abyss. You wonder, if this is worth the trouble you have taken. The months of longing, trudging up one step at a time. Going back is an option of course. but it is such a long way away and you, so weary. Wouldn’t it be easier to just leap?
They tumble over,
like a storm in a tea cup,
Leaving no trace
Just an interminable silence
The ones who claim they don’t need people find it hard to express when they do. And when the people they expressed their need to overlook that, they break inside. The fact is, they are the ones to blame. They have not learnt to set expectations of people and on an adhoc basis, they cannot expect to find people to make space for them.
You meet a nice guy after a long time and you feel that definitive twinge of attraction and instead of feeling excited about it you end up worrying about how he is not the kind of guy you usually get attracted to.
It’s quiet where you live, deep in the recesses, where forgotten meets the imaginary. Like a dream, you rule my solitude. I no longer remember how you look or feel. Moulded by my unspoken needs, you are but a shadow of my creation. You dwell in my night. You soar in my sky.
My vanilla, my sun.
Who. Are. You?
Bangalore rains are like phone call from an ex. Unexpectedly, there’s thunder, lightning.. tightening of feelings, a shiver down the spine and then before you know it it’s all over. Did it even happen? It’s all sunny in the morning…
I am in love with Bangalore rains